My Future Present and Past.........

When I start thinking about my past, my present makes me hesitating to do so...............
Because I'm a new MAN in future.
Let all my deeds in the past , whether it may be good or bad, let it bless or curse me and I don't care.
Because I'm a new MAN in future.
In my nightmares I find nothing other than the same FACE... But now I no longer afraid of that FACE.... I feel never guilty on seeing that FACE.....
Because I'm a new MAN in future.
When I'm taken in the midst of a desert or a thundering rain, I don't feel any difference... Though I'm taken to all the fantasies and the realities in my life, I feel something lacking..... 
Not a lack of confidence, but a lack of injustice.. Such a demeanor I had and now I don't care........
Because I'm a new MAN in future.
Let all the lights in this world turn off so that I can weep and shed the tears of burden.. 
The tears I shed may take me to find new HORIZONS for my future...
Finally when I stand alone in the present and look around , I feel the absence of my past...
But I'm ambiguous whether I can have future without past... 
I wonna care about that....

Because I wonna be a new MAN in future..........