Wednesday, 16 July 2014

dREAms tRAil bEHid mE......


dREAms are like someone’s prayer.
Sometimes morning colors will take them all away from us.
It won’t leave any mark behind.
And we can’t chase down it ever.
 
Nothing exists!
Until we probe and realize.
Like an apartment Lift I go up and down.
Opting the floor, where I wonna shed my dREAMS…
But for today and ever, I leave at the same floor.
In need of you!


The rain got thundered on me,
As my Heart got wet with your tear dROPS.
I stepped into the dARK as a vampire.
Blood!!..  I can smell only mine..
I care none.. but still you do..
I cant change myself, neither will I do..
 

 
The  window pane got dirty with smoke.
Burnt coal ashes hinder my view.
May be I am blind.
But I can still see you within me.


 
Violin plays the song of desperation.
So as your fingers  wonna play it.
To get filled with inner peace.
 And play the silence of lOvE.

Blue is symbol of desperation..
Vast like a mighty ocean..
Seamless like the sky.
It ain’t begins, never ends.
Let it carry my heart along its reach.
 


My hand writing go bad often..
But the paper is Still white and clear..
As I do leak ink out of my pen;
The  dREAms may get stained.
 
I do define everything in the very first start.
May be a bit prejudiced I am.
And now you taught me not be.
I should quit defining things in the very first start.

 

Saturday, 25 January 2014

Let mY dREAms fly with lOVe....


I do like to go into the wild......
I do like to be the murderer of today's truth...
But what about tomorrow???
It Haunts me every moment..

Tomorrow has got left nothing for me, even then as a human, 
who has been Ordained to live his life, need to think about tomorrow....
As you wish, since today has gifted nothing to me,
then the thoughts about tomorrow is obviously gonna be in vain....
I know that this Journey that you like, hasn't got an end ever...
But rather vomiting the pain of yesterday is to cherish what tomorrow has gonna gift me...


Longer the waves are, as longer my dreams are....always under load....
Let me blame my Memories...,why the god has given, as I can't forget you dEAR...
If my dREAms look back at me and smile ever, then that's enough for my life...
If it was a Lust, then I would have been Quenched in a brothel, but my desire is what outreaches Lust...
Let the cannon be loaded, let it may fire a round at me, and the bullets breakdown my heart into pieces, so that no space for a Woman....



How should I touch your Heart???
Even all the doors are shut, I do wait for a miracle to dig a hole on the walls...
And I will keep Hope on myself.....

Thursday, 14 November 2013

My DreaMs gO BaD sOmEtIMEs........

There is a bad world outside..........
Even my dreams cant reach..
One day it was totally accidental......
That I saw the gate into that Bad World.
The gate ain't look bad.
And thats why I took that path........
I just meant to have a walk in the woods.
To feel the hills and the Dark...............



Yes Now Im totally inside this Bad World.
Which I havent dreamt about either...
Iam walking and keep walking.
To find the gate at the other end for exit.....


During my journey I often find Ghosts.
Ghosts do question my faith on God.
We do chat for hours.....
And finally I found the presence of God in Ghost..



Iam not a warrior boy, for which I do regret.
And even I fought against some ghosts.
Blood was shed from my body.
But my heart kept beating all the way.
And I aint let the ghost to drink my blood.......



Now people from the Good World have a doubt.........???
A dilemma more than a doubt.
That I have become a Ghost or not...
A real tough question . isn't it?



Anyways now I love Ghost and this Bad World.
Like a hobbit I do adventure.
Bcoz One day I do have lots to tell my son.
And thats why Iam here as a Ghost.



"" ANSWER TO ALL THE DOUBTS FROM THE GOOD WORLD;
LIKE A HOBBIT I DO ADVENTURE"

Sunday, 4 August 2013

Be sincere to your Dreams!... But not to your life!...


 From my childhood to this " NOW"....
I was sincere to my life... But
not always to mY dREAMS.....

That's the difference between my dreams and my life....
The scene has got changed but NOW....
I pursue mY dREAMS now, and I am totally ignorant about my life....
 From nowhere to nowhere as I wander...
In the midst of all my emotional tragedies....
I celebrate every moment when iam alone....
Going to my shadowed past, I find a beating locker....
With a rock or high carbon steel it was made....
However, molten red fluid flow inside it....
Half of that was sent to purify at the holy temple....
The temple already carved with MALBORO and KENT..
Yeah you are right....
My blood is still haunted by the gift of guilty.....
Sometimes even that felt cool.....


Let's open the neck of Champagne bottle....
And feel the vigorous white sparkling wine inside you.....
I still remember those days....
After every party, I had in my life....
As the guests leaves the hall of fame....
I probe into the hollowness of the Champagne bottle.....
When the poison spreads through my blood... I am set free....
Free from all the burden that I bore till that "NOW" ....
Where the hell she has gone from my life... My pretty Girl....
Who refilled the golden glass with wine....
Who prompted every single dialogue of my Drama....
Hiding behind the Mask , she ran off with her Dreams....

This is all that I learnt from my f**king past....
When we start living our life, we may forget to pursue our dREAMS...
Remember dREAMS are beautiful than our Life .,..
So be sincere to your dREAMS.... But not to your life......

Saturday, 3 August 2013

EnJoY thE SilEnce......

Now let me start loving the silence of my life...

SssShhhH..Perfect silence....
Even my heart beat got fade in this silence....
Don't think this silence as my sorrow...


When the silence breakdowns into pebbles, I will take rebirth....
That new born baby never keeps silence...
He will keep drumming his own script for the day till he recognizes the song of LoVe...


Let all Gods may discover this wonder of my LiFe..
The wonder of My Silence..........

An accidental Dream may turn out to be a nightmare everyday....




let my soul crawls......
In the fantasy that clouds over my life.........
You are from the east, you are my sun and let you rise in the breaking dawn of my life...
Who care for the way you enter inside me with the warmth unless you broke my heart ...
Dear Devil, let me take you on my cradle to the unseen horizon...
Let the King and Queen leave the chess board...
Then we will play the game silently....
When earth get cleansed after the rain, we can start living upon our dreams....
In the evening we can share a cup of coffee and at night our souls...
Let me live on your tears...
Let me kiss on your smile...
And when the time comes we can fly away, away from this world together.....

Friday, 15 June 2012

Life is Still without you........

When the dawn awakes ME.....
I used to give her a cheers...
Cheers for the Red Wine;
She poured into cup of my life......

When Sun blows right on my head....
I used to give cheers to my sweat..
Sweat symbol of my hard work;
Which taught me a lot...

When she becomes reddish.....
I used to give cheers to my friends.
Friends, the noble gift I got;
Who pats me on my shoulder....

When Dusk frightens me...
I give her another cheers.
Cheers to my Sweet Heart;
Who gives me Strength against dARK....

Yes life is still without HeR.........